Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Refuge within the Storm

As IKE approached Houston my parents and grandparents decided to weather the storm. They tracked the hurricane as is got closer and inching its way through the Gulf of Mexico. As people were evacuating making a seven hour trek to Austin, Mom and Baba were stocking up the cabinets with water, food and probably making their last stop at Starbuck's for a few days.

We checked in several times on Friday. Jake, my middle son, was very conserned about Nana and Papa and wanted them to be with us. That is where you want the people that you love when they are going through a struggle right next to you. Nana and Papa had decided to stay.

We woke up Saturday morning to sureal cool breezy weather. It was still and beautiful. I called mother. When I heard her voice I knew that they had a night. She told me what had happened. They slept down stairs in my grandparents apartment, they live on the first floor. They prepared a safe place in the hallway in the interior of the high rise, just in case the storm got out of control. At 4:00 in the morning IKE did just that. Mom said that they all met in the living room at the same time as the storm began to rage. It is time. They moved to the hall. They spent the next six hours huddling in the hallway with neighbors listening to what my mother called, "a wicked storm." She told me that the storm sucked the doors to Baba and Granddaddy's patio right off the hinges and were no where to be found. They could not check to see how the damage was escalating on listening to IKE dismantel their home.

"the Lord giveth and taketh away"

My grandmother is such an amazing women. She always sees the light in a dark situation. She kept everyone spirits up by calling attention to the fact that they were one the the 1% of Houstonians that had power. As she sipped on her morning black coffee made with the luxury of a coffee pot that would turn on she visited with my mother about how scarey it would have been if they were enduring this storm in the dark.

"Pierce the Darkness" "In him no darkness at all"

Baba has always told me "find Joy in all things" She really lives this. The neighbors have a new connection with each other because of what they went through together. I want that for my neighborhood. Struggle comes, we ban together. If something happens to one of us it happens to all of us. We huddle in prayer, praising God for the light (and coffee) we have. This fills us with hope and enables us to press into the aftermath the storm left behind.

At 10:00am they opened the door to Baba and Grandaddy's apartment. The massive force of this storm raged for six hours. It ripped the doors off and tormented the peaceful home with wind and rain. It left its mark, as if to say I have been here. I have stripped you and left you covered in silt and mud. Soaked in six inched of water every memory shrouded in filt. My sweet grandmother smiles and says "I was needing to get these carpets cleaned".

The peace you had looking at the storm. Then get the heck out of there. Trying to close the door as the storm was trying suck him out. Lamar Tower of Power. People of all faiths.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Jude's Exhibit: Joy

At the St. John the Divine Women’s Retreat in January of 2007 I painted the word Joy over 16 pieces of 3x3 ft butcher block paper. We used these as centerpieces for the Saturday morning session. The ladies were asked to use markers to add color and reflect on the message shared that day to the black and white design. Each paper was a sketch book for the women at that table. They did not know that each table cover came together to spell the word joy. That evening I hung the pieces together and the women were surprised to see the work they had done that day assembled to make a bigger picture.

A picture of Joy.


I took each 3x3 ft. design and created a 1x1 in rendering as seen in the sketch above. I cataloged the symbols and thoughts of each table. Table One= Painting One. Each painting reflects the thoughts and inspirations of the small group of women that sat there that day.

Painting One Table One : Trading in My Shame, Regaining Joy, Dove , White Lily, Sorrow Depart

Painting Two Table Two: Walk with the Lord, Family of Gold , Friends of Jesus , Rejoice in the Lord Living Water, I am the Alpha and the Omega
Painting Three Table Three: I am Helped, Praise, Blessed art thou among men, Blessed by his holy name
Painting Four Table Four: King of Kings, You are valuable, Bought at a great price, He wants to fill you with joy
Painting Five Table Five: I am laying it down for the joy of the Lord , Joyful Joyful we adore thee My heart trusts in him, Remove sin fear grief and Give to Jesus to carry JC is what I call Him, Butterfly
Painting Six Table Six: Praise be to the Lord, Joy to the World , I am the vine you are the branches unfold, He has heard my cry
Painting Seven Table Seven: Ask Seek Knock, Trading in Sickness , I will give thanks to him in song Bloom for Him, Peace to you my friends, Rid of Cocoon and fly, Butterfly
Painting Eight Table Eight: Crown, Yes, Yes Lord, My heart Leaps for Joy
Painting Nine Table Nine: The Lord Delights in You, Daily Bears Burdens, Fear Not
Table Ten Painting Ten: Seek Me First, Stop being Critical, Put a crown on their Head, Woman of Prayer Butterfly/Crown/Heart
Table Eleven Painting Eleven: Sonshine, Faith+Hope , Love of God , Reflect his Glory, Trading in Pain
Painting Twelve Table Twelve: The Lord is my strength and shield, Coffee, HE wants you Painting Thirteen Table Thirteen: Cross with Flowers, He took our pain, Let go of grief fear and resentment
Painting Fourteen Table Fourteen: Trading in My sorrow, Joy , ask seek knock , Fear Not Painting Fifteen Table Fifteen: Jesus is first, I am with you always , Have a heart for the Lord, Grace , Flowers
Painting Sixteen Table Sixteen: Pray, Sorrow for the Night, Joy Comes in the Morning Stay Connected to Your Source of Joy


Joy Paintings 13-14-15-16

Wayne and Nancy Wedemeyer


Lee and Virginia Rothenflue

Joy Paintings 09-10-11-12






































Joy Paintings 05-06-07-08


Sue Edmonson

Jude Frost

Joy Paintings 1-2-3-4


Bonnie and Pete Klindworth
Pat and Jack Vaughn

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Jacob's Exhibit: The Book of John

I had booked an art exhibit at St. John the Divine that would open in 15 months. I had no idea that I would be five months pregnant with Jacob. I could not have planned this. It was during this pregnancy and this out pouring of creativity that I considered this thought for the first time: I AM MOST CREATIVE WHEN I AM WITH CHILD. This made sense, God is the ultimate artisian and He created me in His image therefore I was created to create. This is the vision that I would base all of my work on in the following years. When I got started on the exhibit it was Fall 2002. I prayed that the Lord would reveal the number of paintings and the scipture that I would dive into. We had been at Gateway for one year and I was sitting in the auditorium soaking up John Burke's words of experience and wisdom. He said, "if you are ready to get close to Jesus reading His word is the best way. Read either the Gospel of Mark or John." That was it. After church I opened up my Life Application Bible and began to read the prelude. The commentator opened with this, "He spoke, and whirled into place, stared burned the heavens and planets began orbiting their suns-words of awesome, unlimited,unleashed power." He spoke of "personal and creative glory" and that"He is the word; He is Jesus, the Christ." This meditation began where I left off with Jonah's Paintings of Creation. John discloses the identity of Christ in the first words, "in the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He continues this theme throughout the book. John the eyewitness chose eight of Christ's miracles to reveal the His nature. These miracles are 1) water into wine 2) healing the official's son 3) healing the invaild at Bethesda 4) feeding the 5000 with just a two loaves and fish 5) waling on the water 6) restoring sight to the blind man 7) raising Lazarus from the dead 8) giving the disciples an overwhelming catch of fish. You may also see Jesus' nature underscored by the eight names His disciples called Him: Word, the One and Only, Lamb of God, Son of God, True bread, Life, Resurrection and Vine. You can also see the eight names Jesus called himself...The I Am..the bread of life...light of the world...the gate...the good shepherd...the resurrection and the life...the way, the truth and the life...the true vine. Here was the number. I would paint eight paintings that reveal the identity and nature of Christ. The paintings would include the eight miracles that Jesus performed, the eight names his disciples called him and the eight names that He called himself.





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